This week I dealt with a mixture of all feeling that exist in my whole human life. A feeling of sadness, losses, relieved, happy and many more that cannot be expressed in writing but can be described as a bowl of soup of life.
The sudden passed away of my beloved sister in law shocked me and all of our big families and today I can still feel an emptiness in my heart. Just like when I have to deal with my mother's. This sadness mixed with relieved every time I remember her pain during her unconsciousness-es.
This week also I am involved in 1st Indonesia Bead Swap arranged by Manik Jawa and have a very merry friend, Ika Motemanika Beads. Me and Ika exchanged a mixture of beads to make soup of beads..... beads in many forms just like beads of life which consitst of beads for happiness, sadness, hope, pain, relieved, beauty, suffer etc.
We're not allowed to show the beads up til 9th of February so although I and Ika has finished sending each other our mixture of beads, we can't show you our beads. To make you more curious these are what I sent to her
And these what I get from her
Curious???? Wait until 9th of February 2013